I
wrote Still Blooming on January 1, 2013…
For
a few years I was going through difficult times, finances in particular, that triggered
challenges in all areas of my life. The constant blows really took a toll on
myself as well as my marriage. I had forgotten to take care of my own needs. In
turn felt like I went off path searching for it somewhere else.
As
strong as I knew I was and had always been, on that day I had to release the
tension. Very often, when I find myself frustrated I express it creatively.
Whether I write a short story or poem, simply letting my feelings out on an empty
page, or pick up my camera and capture art through my lens. It may be the
Pisces in me. Afterwards I feel free.
Through
it all, my up and downs, I always discover lessons in my journeys. I've always
called on the spirit of the Universe, my ancestors and guardian angels to guide
my path when I am in doubt and they always respond in some way, shape or form.
And as difficult as it may have felt during that time, I knew it would pass. I
acknowledge how I feel, stay strong and keep moving. In the end I'm still
blooming.
Still
Blooming
by Alyscia
Cunningham
Crack
of dawn,
and
gone,
Forgotten
Needy's duties.
Feeling
robbed,
she
sobbed,
Empty
feeling beauty.
Listened
not,
she
thought,
Warnings
clearly muted.
Felling
numb,
drinks
rum,
Neglected
soul been looted.
Thoughts
to leave,
they
grieve,
Directions
slightly clouded.
What
will it be,
if
free?
Both
off path and doubted.
Can't
live without,
they
shout,
Intensely
yearns more grooming.
Time
will tell,
the
shell,
Once
cracked now slightly blooming.
Alyscia
Cunningham is an author, photographer, entrepreneur,
speaker, wife, mother of three children and a creative soul. Through her
lens, Cunningham captures and celebrates raw beauty, as she believes the media
not only does a good job of focusing on our insecurities but also profiting
from it. Her previously published book, Feminine Transitions, and upcoming
books and documentaries are social-change projects challenging the
"idea" of beauty. Alyscia started journaling as well as writing poems
and short stories at the age of 10, and has has kept all of it all in her
memory box. She says one days she'll have the pleasure to sit with her children
and read to them some of her childhood writing. Connect with her on Facebook here, or visit her website.
Thank you for allowing such a powerful platform for women to express themselves through poetry. All of these poems are such an inspiration.
ReplyDeleteThis was so moving...thank you for sharing Sis...I felt the words and depth of this piece. Keep writing!!
ReplyDeleteThank you Mama Lisa! I appreciate you so much Sis!
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