This poem came to me
during a really challenging time in my life…
I
was out of work and needing to find a home very quickly- all on my own after
ending a relationship of 15 years. I felt lost and overwhelmed. It felt like
the world was crushing in on me. It surprised me to feel this way since I had a
strong yoga and meditation practice and felt so deeply devotional to our
Creator. I felt like I was chasing so idea of what "God" or
"Goddess" was, looking for it outside of myself.
Finally
when I stopped spinning from all the stress and change in my life, I was able
to feel the deep love and strength that was right in my heart carrying me
through this tough time. That feeling is always there when we can become quiet
and still and let it fill us instead of chasing, instead of striving.
'Child's Pose' by Lissie Laricchia |
Maya
I have worn out my heart
with all of this longing.
My feet ache from the
endless searching.
My legs have dropped me
down to the earth
in complete surrender.
In this quiet stillness,
I realize my folly.
Everything I have been searching for
was within me.
I had been seeking the
seeker.
My mind turns in on
itself
and there is nothing
left for me to do
but laugh.
Laugh so hard the tears
roll down
and soften the sweet
earth beneath me.
Taya Malakian is a yogini poet who has studied the spiritual
traditions of the world, sacred yoga practices and mystical poetry. She uses
words and paintings to capture the essence of the Divine beauty that shines
through the natural world and the deep wisdom that is available to us. She
lives in Nevada City, Ca with her son where she teaches Kundalini yoga and
meditation and writes poetry and paints. Please visit her website here for more information. Blessings.
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