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AUTUMN SONG by Camellia Stadts

Autumn Song   The smell of cider in the crisp air, The songs of geese heading south, My desire to go with them, The gift of picking up and leaving;  Instincts leading the way.   But to follow them would mean No more smells of apples or  Sounds of dried leaves   Crunching under foot; The gift of the colors…   My eyes would miss Gold, red yellow, orange and brown, The crisp, tart taste of an apple  Straight from the tree would no longer Tempt my tongue.   After hiking through wooded land I sit on a stump, left from a fallen tree Too old to no longer stand. Looking around, knowing this is  Right where I belong.                        *   *   * (This poem soon to appear in the author's forthcoming poetry collection) Camellia Stadts is an artistic spirit who loves expressing herself via diverse creative mediums from writing and poetry, to painting, knitting, crocheting, an...

THOUGHTS OF A HURTING HEART by Camellia Stadts

Editors Note: We share this poem in honor of  National Suicide Prevention Week . The poems we feature this week are meant to raise awareness toward this cause.  My life, lived with depression and thoughts of suicide, has not been easy... This darkness has been with me for as long as I can remember. At 60 years old, as I look back and think to myself, "why am I still here?" What strength was inside me to daily fight this demon? All I know is that first off I have always had an awareness of God in my life which has given me strength and faith to continue when I felt like giving up. Second, I began journal writing which released all those dark thoughts and feelings which had been bottled up inside. Third, finding the strength (through prayer and journal writing) to seek counseling and to start taking an anti-depression medication.  I have written this poem for National Suicide Prevention Week in honor of my struggle, and all those who fight to stay aliv...