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INVISIBLE OCTOPUS by Corina Duyn


Invisible Octopus 

 

The reality of life 

with the unpronounceable illness 

Myalgic Encephalomyelitis

is hidden and fragile

 

M.E. as Invisible Octopus 

acting as puppeteer 

keeping me upright 

or making me stumble at will 

 

inflicting pain 

challenging my brain 

its crushing weight

taking my breath away

 

Rosie cheeks

looking well they say

summer is coming

happy thoughts will cure you

 

I live in a disbelieving world

my reality 

trivialized

dismissed

 

My full time carers

witness Octopus’ destruction 

for others I simply disappear

into the shadows

 

I am just one in this worldwide

community of hermits

where freedom of movement

is no longer a right

 

Transcending gravity

I fly among the birds

Their beauty and harmony

uplifting and strengthening 

 

After a short flight 

Octopus attacks

Pinning me down 

immobilised

 

each moment is a death 

Breathe

...

Each moment is a living

 

Finding peace in my solitude

I observe the dance of the trees

There is movement 

in stillness

 

My creative mind

the visible thread

throughout this twenty-two-year long story

Transforming pain into poetry


© Corina Duyn 2020

~The ‘Invisible Octopus’ poem originally appeared here~



(Click the arrow to view Corina's award-winning shadow puppetry

 art video-narrative of her poem)




Corina Duyn is a 58 year-old Dutch born artist, writer and puppet designer. She has lived in Ireland for the past thirty years. Her work is inspired by nature and reflects life with the disabling condition Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME) which changed her life 22 years ago. Words and images are her lifeline to connect with the world beyond the walls of her home. Her latest work ‘Invisible Octopus’ is a poem, a story, an animation of a life triumphant under the weight of illness. The poem has been translated into several languages; the Video-Poem selected for various film festivals, including the ‘International Poetry Film Festival’ 2021. You may learn more about Corina via her website here or Facebook page, Little Wings. 


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