Relationships transform us in very powerful ways...
Some people, some relationships can be so abusive,
traumatic, yet all-consuming that, for some time after, we can feel that we
embody the shame that has been wrongfully placed upon us. This was one such
experience...
Self portrait by the author, Mariann Martland |
The Mirror of My Eyes
by Mariann Martland
Maybe at the
start there was me
Maybe in the end there was you
Maybe in the end there was you
Oh heart, you
shone
Out of the window to my mind
Out of the window to my mind
Into the
reflection of my soul
I took you
down
To the chasm
of my womb
Where you grew
beyond all I
could sustain
I tried
I raised
mountains to keep you
Still, silent,
mine
You
You
My solid ocean
in the moon
Were the
ground I became upon
Then
ceremoniously melted
In corruptions
of faith
Tar, flowing
from my pours
And you
Always you
Watching
through the mirror of my eyes
The mirror of
my treachery
Marking your
territory
Showing me you
live
My cradle of death
My cradle of death
Taking all
light from the blackest night
Pulling me to your abyss
Pulling me to your abyss
Maybe at the
start there was me
Maybe in the end there was you
Maybe in the end there was you
Self portrait by the author, Mariann Martland |
Mariann Martland is a writer, a seeker, a lover, a friend. She is a woman finding her voice in a very real world where she cannot help but dream. She wholeheartedly believes in the universe, love, connection and strength of human spirit, even when she is overwhelmed or confused by life; there is usually at least one moment in each day when she feels overwhelmed or confused by life. Through writing she dances in the dark and breathes in the light. More of her words can be found at her blog here and on her Facebook page here.
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This is a powerful piece. Deep, almost haunting like a heartbeat under water. Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteNo words Mariann. Simply a shared sense of knowing this place. Deep {{bows}} to your exquisite creative voice.
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