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SO IS TIME: AN ELEGY by CLS Sandoval

 


So is Time:  An Elegy 

 by CLS Sandoval


Curiosity stopped only by a burn or a cut 

Questions unending for no reason other than to know 

Playing touch and tackle football in ruffles and bows on the church front lawn 

Riding the waves in the Pacific until lips were blue and toes were numb 

We threw around the sands on the shore 

You escaped through our fingers and toes 

 

Lapping of wildflowers and honeysuckle in nostrils 

Warmth of sun shining in hair 

Dance of breeze encouraging lovers closer 

Path only well enough marked for those who had ventured it before  

Romance of youth and nostalgia 

Droplets of you moistened our lips for first kisses 

 

New York Minutes filled the calendar 

Nominations and awards acceptances called 

The dog guarded the window by herself more frequently 

Movement transformed from fun to exercise 

Food transformed from friend to foe 

We used you as a pad between alarm and snooze 

 

The stars are clearer some nights than others 

The clearer, the more we rest in the past 

The hazy nights keep us in the present 

But the ethereal presses us to dream of what might happen tomorrow 

As we simultaneously mourn the loss of yesterday 

So is time 


(Thank you to Stephanie Barbe Hammer for her feedback on this piece)






 



CLS Sandoval, PhD (she/her) is a pushcart nominated writer and communication professor with accolades in film, academia, and creative writing who speaks, signs, acts, publishes, sings, performs, writes, paints, teaches and rarely relaxes.  She has presented over 50 times at communication conferences, published 15 academic articles, two academic books, three full-length literary collections: God Bless Paul, Soup Stories: A Reconstructed Memoir, and Writing Our Love Story, and three chapbooks: The Way We Were, Tumbleweed:  Against All Odds, and The Villain Wore a Hero’s Face.  She is raising her daughter and dog with her husband in Alhambra, CA.  


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