Much of the mystic love poetry from India revolves around musical
and theatrical expressions that portray the loving relationship between the
soul and God…
One
such celebrated relationship was that between princess Mirabai and her divine
beloved, Krishna. Born in the sixteenth century into a
noble Rajput family, Mirabai married into a family that did not take fondly to
her devotion to God. Consequently, she went from royalty to mendicant, and
decorated her spiritual path with poetic songs.
I first heard of the great
poet, Mirabai in the early 1970’s while I was living and studying bhakti yoga at the Hare Krishna temple
in Los Angeles, California. As I had a background in the performance arts
Mirabai’s life instantly spoke to me. Her fusion of spiritual sentiments with
song resonated with my passion for music, drama, dance, and the devotional path
to loving God.
In 1968 I serendipitously met a
devotee by the name of Mirabai, who taught me that the perfection of my life
would be to use my performing talents in the service of God. Four years later,
after marrying and giving birth to twin daughters, I found myself in the very
same town in which Mirabai sang many of her poems: Vrindavan, India.
The author Caitanya dasi playing tampura |
Vrindavan is the main
pilgrimage site of the bhakti-yoga,
or vaishnava tradition, where Lord
Krishna, Mirabai’s divine beloved, is worshiped. While singing in a temple in
Vrindavan, constructed in honor of Mirabai, I was inspired to form a bhajan group, (group of devotional
singers and musicians), that would carry on Mirabai’s legacy of singing love
songs to God.
My heart’s aspiration was
manifested in the year 1975, which I spent blissfully performing around the Los
Angles area with my musical group, summoning the mood of separation between the
soul and God that Mirabai was famous for. A year later, I gave birth to a
daughter whom I named Mirabai.
My hope today is that you
will relish these two selections from the vast abundance of poems composed by
this inspiring, Vaishnavi holy woman. Amazingly,
historical records account for at least 1,000 poems composed by Mirabai, which
is a rare accomplishment for a woman, in a tradition where men’s voices have prevailed.
My dream is to change that following in Mirabai’s footsteps. (The poems have
been translated from Hindi into English by A.J Alston, 1980.)
Mine is Gopal
Mine is Gopal,
the Mountain-Holder;
there is no one else.
On his head he wears the peacock-crown:
He alone is my husband.
Father, mother, brother, relative:
I have none to call my own.
I’ve forsaken both God, and the family’s honor:
what should I do?
the Mountain-Holder;
there is no one else.
On his head he wears the peacock-crown:
He alone is my husband.
Father, mother, brother, relative:
I have none to call my own.
I’ve forsaken both God, and the family’s honor:
what should I do?
I’ve sat near the holy ones,
and I’ve lost shame before the people.
I’ve torn my scarf into shreds;
I’m all wrapped up in a blanket.
I took off my finery of pearls and coral,
and strung a garland of wildwood flowers.
and I’ve lost shame before the people.
I’ve torn my scarf into shreds;
I’m all wrapped up in a blanket.
I took off my finery of pearls and coral,
and strung a garland of wildwood flowers.
With my tears,
I watered the creeper of love that I planted;
Now the creeper has grown spread all over,
and borne the fruit of bliss.
The churner of the milk churned with great love.
When I took out the butter,
no need to drink any buttermilk.
I came for the sake of love-devotion;
seeing the world, I wept.
Mira is the maidservant of the Mountain-Holder:
Now with love
He takes me across to the further shore.
I watered the creeper of love that I planted;
Now the creeper has grown spread all over,
and borne the fruit of bliss.
The churner of the milk churned with great love.
When I took out the butter,
no need to drink any buttermilk.
I came for the sake of love-devotion;
seeing the world, I wept.
Mira is the maidservant of the Mountain-Holder:
Now with love
He takes me across to the further shore.
Life is Short
Life in the world is short,
Why shoulder an unnecessary load
Of worldly relationships?
Thy parents gave thee birth in the world,
But the Lord ordained thy fate.
Life passes in getting and spending,
No merit is earned by virtuous deeds.
Why shoulder an unnecessary load
Of worldly relationships?
Thy parents gave thee birth in the world,
But the Lord ordained thy fate.
Life passes in getting and spending,
No merit is earned by virtuous deeds.
I will sing the praises of Hari
In the company of the holy ones,
Nothing else concerns me.
Mira’s Lord is the courtly Giridhara,
She says: Only by Thy power
Have I crossed to the further shore.
In the company of the holy ones,
Nothing else concerns me.
Mira’s Lord is the courtly Giridhara,
She says: Only by Thy power
Have I crossed to the further shore.
Caitanya Dasi studied vocals with AliAkbar Khan at his music college in 1979. She also studied north Indian vocals
under Laksmi Shankar in 1980, in Los Angeles, California. Caitanya Dasi
regularly performed with Shankar, while playing the tampura to the singing of Shankar's own compositions of Mirabai’s poems. In the early seventies
Caitanya Dasi was formally initiated into the practice of bhakti yoga, under the guidance of her teacher A.C BhaktivedantaSwami Prabhupada. She lived out her final years in Northern Florida, near the New Raman Rati Community where she spent time with her four children and five grandchildren, always singing her heart out in the spirit of
Mirabai. She left us on February 11, 2019.
I just so enjoyed reading this first thing this morning! I had never known about Mirabai...what an inspiring poet and devotee she was! And your poetry was truly stirring and beautiful. Thank you so much. :)
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ReplyDeleteThankyou 4 sharin RIP Those that knew of her were so blessed please do not let her die ..
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