Everything
seemed to be going so well in my life...
...and yet, there was still this stubborn
feeling that would not allow me to completely live the success I was creating
for myself until, during a spiritual session with my mentor, when the word
shame came up.
It was as if the light bulb was turned on and I could see
clearly how shame had become a part of my and my lineage's story. After much
crying and releasing, I felt the urge to express what was going on inside and
give voice to all the women in my lineage who have and had experienced the pain
of shame.
Photo by Julie de Waroquier |
Unchained,
Unbound, and Free
I
felt the shame
Coursing
through my veins
Poisoning
my being
Contracting
my heart
A
shame which I did not understand
A
shame that persecuted my freedom
Leaving
me in pieces
The
shame ran so deep
And
fragmented my soul
Crumbling
my possibilities
And
burying my essence
I
wondered how
This
shame so deep
Could
ravage my body
Corrupt
my mind
Eat
away at my heart
Like
a locust
This
shame that plagued
My
DNA
I
had to find a way
To
eradicate its root
From
the soil of my soul
And
free not only me
But
the lineage
From
which I was birthed
And
so it began
The
cracking open of my heart
Diving
deep into its cave
Exploring
each crevice
Bringing
light into the darkness
Letting
in the healing power of forgiveness
Serving
as ointment for my soul
Healing
each wound
Smoothing
each scar
And
as I looked up
I
saw the clear, blue sky
Feeling
the warmth of the sun
Reminding
me of life
The
life that I can now create and live
Unchained,
unbound, FREE
Jackie VanCampen: I am a Wise Heart Writer, which means I write wisdoms of the heart. When I write I feel as if I’m connecting with the essence of who I am. That essence is named Kahlia. She helps me access my innermost feelings and give them expression. Letters to my Daughter: A Mother’s Journey of Healing and Transformation was one such book that was birthed by the Wise Heart Writer in me. And since then, I have birthed poems and other forms of writings that speak to the Divine Feminine Goddess in each woman who reads these Wise Heart writings. It’s my greatest passion to awaken women to their beauty, worth, and knowingness through the words that come from my heart. I have been on this journey for the last 16 years and have come to appreciate the ebb and flow of the heart and its expressions through the written word. I also host a radio program called The Writer's Divine Den on Positive Living Vibrations. You are welcome to visit mywebsite here, or connect with me on Facebook, or Twitter.
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