PERFECT IMPERFECTIONS by Kim Buskala

I have always found a place to hide...

To hide when what I want mostly is to be found. The game I play I have mastered, invisibility, my super power. Even my screams go unheard. To this day I find comfort in being alone and afraid. Acceptance is now my game.

Perfect Imprefections

by Kim Buskala

I see a heart

Centered and full

Yellow is my sunshine

Blue is my sky

The storm in the center is my eye

I blink in disbelief

My breath I hold

Virtue pain fear stowed

Outside the brightness

Imperfections are many

Imperfections of life

Illuminated by the sun above

Below we wish to hide

Inside a cave

Ashamed, afraid, flawed

To know our world is full

Of imperfections

Which make our world go around

Perfect imperfections

In retrospect

One is the loneliest number

That you'll ever know

To be lost

With thoughts of not being found

To hide so well

That even your screams are unheard

The bleakness we create

The sun has set

Shadows grow under the moonlit sky

We are forgotten

We are lost

Only to be found

If we allow

Let the darkness

Bring comfort

Quiet stillness

The ground is my cover

I feel found

I find comfort within

Silence

No wind

The storm

No more

Perfect imperfections

Kim Buskala: “I consider myself a free spirit, I fly by the seat of my pants. I have always known that I was going to be married and raise some awesome kids. That I have done. Married to a most forgiving, funny, loving man for thirty-one years and counting. I have also been privileged to stay home and raise two gorgeous daughters ages twenty-four and sixteen. I love nature and all it has to offer. To travel the seven seas from coast to coast, becoming one with culture is always a dream. Jamaica is my happy place where I feel most accepted and at home with myself and others. Africa is a place my heart longs to be, some day I will return and dance to the beat of their drums.” You may connect with Kim via Facebook here, or e-mail her: kbuskala@yahoo.com

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