I
wrote this at 3.30 in the morning…
It
had been a challenging day before. During a discussion I had to leave the room,
as I could not bare my anger and I felt tears rising up. I have never
understood this about me. Am I too sensitive? This was a highly professional
discussion, nothing personal. Yet I was overwhelmed by a tsunami of emotions.
This
morning after a few hours sleep these words arose in me. I allowed them to flow
onto paper and I hope they will inspire you to find your voice. You are perfect
how you are; anger, tears and all.
Photography by Elizabeth Gibb |
Your Voice
by Ulli Stanway
Your
voice wants to be heard
That
subtle hint in your heart
That
something is wrong
Yet
you deny it
Allowing
the wrong doing
Hiding
your pain behind a pretty smile
You
already know what you want
Please
say it
Out
loud
You
know and feel when something is wrong
Trust
this feeling
Have
faith in this deep knowing
I
ask of you now
Do not
be silent any longer
This
anger you feel
Rising
up
This
stream of tears
That
is wildly moving upwards
From
the depth of your throat
You
are not too sensitive
You
want to stand up and speak
Your
mind
Yet
you cannot do so
As
it is not truly welcome
He
says he wants to know
He
wants honesty
When
it comes to it
Things
will be twisted
And
turned
His
way
And
you have this feeling again
That
this is wrong
So
very wrong
Yet
your voice
Is being
silenced
By
yourself
I
dare you to stand up
And
say out loud
What
you feel
What
you think
What
you need
What
you want
In
all its truth
Do
not hold back
Let
your voice be heard
Let
those words be spoken
What
do you have to lose?
If
you don’t speak up
If
you never let your voice be heard
One
day
You
will
Lose
your soul.
Ulli Stanway: "I am a 41 year old rising poetess/writer/day dreamer and life lover. I live in Melbourne Australia with my beautiful husband. I love nature and I am a confessing tree hugger. I am working on my dream website called “Desire your own happiness”, which I hope will inspire other kindred souls to follow their own dreams and skip down a path they truly enjoy. I believe in becoming your authentic self, become who you are with all your quirkiness, weirdness and amazing talents. We don’t need to have countless copies of the same story being told. Be you, all that you are and that is perfectly enough. And you are so very needed. My mantra is taking your shoes off and run barefoot, in the rain whenever possible. Embrace everything you are. Here and now."
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You are a very talented lady Ulli.
ReplyDeleteKeep writing and sharing your feelings you are amazing at it.