A spiritual exploration of the deprivation that
comes from dementia...
...or other memory-destroying life situations, this poem
wrote itself as I ponder the stages of relationship with my mother. As she
slips into the golden years, I attempt to follow her, walking the path she
walks. When I experienced a form of memory loss it felt as if it would last a
lifetime. Then, slowly and with reluctant acceptance, came a new place to dwell
in light and in relationship with the fragile nature of memory and recognition
of a new way to be in relationship with it.
Deprived
by Julia W. Prentice
Deprived of my senses
All of them deadened
Taste is nothing but ash
Smell is unknown
Touch wrapped in cobwebs
Or sea foam,
Sight gone forever.
Yet I hear a singing
Ringing in my ears
They are the inner voices
Celestial and divine
Slowly they awaken me
Undeaden the touch
To soft goose down
Unnumb the scenting to
Gardenia blooms
And tasting ambrosia
Slipping down my throat
I am alive again
A chorus of sensation
Overtakes me
As I arise
From age-long slumber
And opening my eyes
I truly see the light.
Artwork by the author, Julia W. Prentice |
Julia W. Prentice: A deeply feeling Cancer, Julia has been writing since her teenage years. She is the mother of three sons, has successful careers in teaching children, interpretation in sign language and assisting persons with mental health challenges to find their own paths to recovery. Living with her love and partner of over forty years has brought contentment and much fulfillment. She writes like she breathes: incessantly, some in ragged gasps, some in whispering sighs, some in mighty shouts. Always she is driven to write. Recently after taking a women’s online writing course she has heard the universe telling her to share her writings. You may find them on her blog "A Shooting Star" here.
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