I’m a reflective person and
even more so during winter months…
I
fold inwards, similar to a seed in the earth. My mind, body and spirit need this
time of year for introspection. I know for sure these last few weeks have been
incredibly insightful. It’s almost as if I’m watching a black and white movie
of my past and it’s finally integrating, into full color with my present. I
believe we find pearls in our darkness and difficulties; one of the sea’s many gifts.
I also believe the stars are where we came from. It is how we are connected.
Every year seems epic until I review the current and I can hardly believe how
much I’ve filled into the seams of what I thought was a frayed silk bag.
Healing is amazing. It comes from inside and out. One of the tools I use to
process the bursts of introspection, is writing. I write nearly every day. Most
of what I write isn’t for others to read. It’s meant to be tucked next to my
heart and processed. I did though achieve a heroic goal and started my personal
writing blog. I’ve had this vision for nearly two years, and just last week I
made it come alive. It’s another work in progress, although as I tweak and
adjust I can feel the creative juices stitch threads of explosive
possibilities.
It’s
been a full year of exhilaration and transformation. I wish I could say it was
all the ‘pretty stuff’ that we seem to love and savor. I don’t work that way. I
dig deep into the stratosphere and find the ugliest elements possible and help
them to become clear. We all have to face our inner turmoil some way. I prefer
real. I’ve let go of so much and gained more. I’m reminded each day begins with
the sunrise and sets with the gift of the moon. If I could, I would do an elliptical
dance between the two. Instead, I’ll write to begin a New Year.
Painting by J.W Waterhouse |
Pearls of the Sea
by Carolyn Riker
Lessons
given and unravel
on
the cusp of understanding.
The
light shelters a heart hidden in the dark.
Letting
go of expectations.
Revisiting
old traditions and creating new.
We
crumble to our knees and
wings
shield us from the storms.
Revelations
spiral counterclockwise.
Here
we find strength in unusual ways.
The
magic of our wings,
finds
we can soar.
My
ship is always sailing,
in
a bottle along uncharted seas.
The
messages we receive are often subtle but
clearly
what we need.
And
so we begin this year
with
blinks of yesterday leading on a path of now.
We
hold the swirling energy
It’s
in the knowing we find the answers.
We
breathe the messages and
birth
pearls of the sea,
all
guided by the stars
found
in you and me.
'The Mermaid' by Waterhouse |
Carolyn Riker, MA is a private tutor, writer
and a poet. She is also a Certified Instructor for Journal Writing and provides
workshops. Carolyn finds comfort and balance in her kids, nature, music and her
sweet cat Copper. She can be seen sipping soy lattes and nibbling on dark
chocolate. She’s a regular columnist for Rebelle Society and Elephant Journal. She also has a personal blog here. You can also visit Carolyn’s facebook
page here.
A gracious and beautiful reflection with which to begin this year...
ReplyDeleteThank you, Tracie. Much love to you. ~ Carolyn
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